Wicked and Tired Queen

Another lonely night
Purposefully silent except for a few chosen songs
Talking is alien to my tongue
Words fall useless and tired from my lips
Tonight, if it's not honest, I want no part

This room is dark except for a blue, white screen
Writing even this connects me to painful choices
Paths long forgotten and hazy memories
Tears fall so easily  these days, I hardly recognize my mirror

No buffer, you see
No flesh and no hearts to dive into
An acute withdrawal
I once was a wicked queen of hearts
But my long nails stain so easily now
and all the games are draining


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